Tag: 365 days with my dad

  • We are MORE

    When we got home from the hospital on day one, the 8×10 mirror that had been hanging in our family’s living room for 20 years had fallen off the wall and shattered into a million pieces. Our hearts a reflection of the remnants on the ground. I remember desperately wishing that day for time to […]

  • 365 Days With My Dad

    On the first day you left, I opened a new google doc and titled it: “365 days without my dad”. Every day since then you have proven me wrong.    My gaze lingers longer than it should on the butterfly or the hummingbird. Is it you? What are you now? More of a feeling or […]

  • Coming of Age

    There are so many things that can’t be put into words and so many other things that I wish I never had.  Maisley kept asking where Poppi was when we were celebrating his birthday dinner. She asked if he was going to come down from the sky now. I got halfway through my beautiful explanation […]

  • Out Of Office

    There’s always something specific I daydream about over and over before vacation. Last summer it was sitting under a moon-lit sky eating pizza. This time, it was boogie boarding in the warm water and getting lei’d. (No offense Ryan, but I mean that literally, like the smell and feeling of the cool fragrant flowers around […]

  • Borrowed Time

    In talking with a friend about her friend’s near death experience, I asked, with a misplaced chip on my shoulder, “I wonder what he plans to do with his borrowed time?” The words left my lips and immediately made a swift u-turn, staring at me blankly in the face.   Ah, right. We’re all on borrowed […]

  • Going Home

    It’s hard to go back to the place I called home for so many years. Four walls that are dangerously close to feeling more foreign than comforting now almost eight months after September 29th. We pulled around the corner to 48 Amantes, just like I’ve done thousands of times, and some of those since he’s […]