Thoughts from Inside

Right after my dad died I wanted the world to stop. For everything to be put on hold and for everyone to feel what I was feeling. Breaking News on every channel of the TV: My dad died.

1.5 years later, the world seems to be slowing to a halt. That fictitious thought I had now coming dangerously close to reality with the COVID-19 pandemic.

We are all in this collective experience together (though greatly varying degrees), sharing similar emotions of sadness, fear, anxiety and pain.

And while we’ve never seen this pandemic before, these feelings we are experiencing are ones we have lived over and over. With experience we know that fear, anxiety and pain are companions of love, kindness and gratitude.

Nasdaq is plummeting, but compassion is skyrocketing with daily reminders that steady mental health, weekly grocery store runs, physical and emotional comfort, and quality medical care are absolute luxuries.

Parents are always talking about the rapid speed at which our kids grow and the clocks tick. We are living in a rare blip of history where time is all we’ve got on our hands right now (and excessive amounts of craft particles).

We raced a leaf boat down the gutter in the rain yesterday. Maiz introduced me to “Cousin David”, the plant on our side yard. And a bird flew into the house just as the girls went to bed.

Surely someone’s flying over the cuckoo’s nest around here.

It’s March 18, 2020, another day and a new opportunity to practice living with uncertainty of the future, finding safety in ourselves despite a lack of control, letting anxiety move through us, and revealing that seed of calm within amidst the storm.

(Please seek God for more information on how).

The world is turned upside down, but we’ve seen her underbelly before and we know we will get to the other side.

3 thoughts on “Thoughts from Inside

  1. Gine!!! That was one of my most favorite posts. I loved it and have been feeling and thinking that through this craziness and even attempted to write that in Fly’s birthday card haha but you captured it beautifully and perfectly per usual- nothing else matters except the people and human connections and faith that we have.

    LOVE YOU

    On Wed, Mar 18, 2020 at 10:38 AM Altered Latitude wrote:

    > Jenna posted: “Right after my dad died I wanted the world to stop. For > everything to be put on hold and for everyone to feel what I was feeling. > Breaking News on every channel of the TV: My dad died. 1.5 years later, the > world seems to be slowing to a halt. That fictit” >

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